It's been a trying month. My RSI has been fluctuating from good to bad (and back again) and I've had nowhere near as much sleep as I'd like.
Work has been a constant cycle of code, test, release, where release means I'm up at midnight. This gets rather boring after the first 4 times and becomes an effort in determination and what I like to consider sleep scrounging (find your local couch, beanbag, bit of floor, whatever's closest and just drift). This all culminated in a fantastic migrane yesterday that put me in bed all afternoon.
On the God front it's been a tricky time. I find myself wondering where God is and why I'm not getting healed when I see others around me healed. It's been a challenge but if I was all nice and happy I wouldn't even be asking these types of questions and my faith would just plateau and lose meaning.
I have come to realise what an awesome bunch of friends I have though and that I've actually been slowly distancing myself from them for a while, without even realising. Part of that has been a side effect of working longer hours, part of it has been not wanting to open up.
It's not all been bad though. I'm still enjoying life and most of what it has to offer. I have a new website underway and I seem to have made waves with my accessibility talk, which I'm really surprised about. I have a nice new car and I found a christmas card that Jill made for me in the glovebox of my old car tonight and that made me smile. 
